So just you know, all your problem will just flush away, might be after taking a bath, freshin' in a cozy place in a beach or out-of-town. Sippin' your favorite frapuccino at Starbucks. That aint a deal man! It just so happen that you thought it WILL JUST GO AWAY! Well, it wont and it NEVER WILL. Too bad we need to accept it. Ouchie! That's the only thing you could do, bear the hurt or just scream it out, or even cry it out, but another problem is that how would you let it away if it just there. Do you need to accept it.

Hey, its hard huH! its hard to accept *tough* things if it deals with love and yourself and "personal things" in between.

Its like a battle between you and yourself. Its like making a movie, with no concept at all, knowing ALL things wont really go the way you wanted it.

You know where this thoughts came from? Wana read a story that would let you see that things you thought ARE right and what you really wanted comes at the end that IT WASNT and you cant do anything about it.

This is what I'm feeling right now! SAD.SHITTY.HURT.DEATH!

Those were the words that lingers in my head. It affects me a lot.

A lot that it breaks me. And too bad the only that can make me whole again is the one who tore me apart. How's that? What should I do? Should I just walk away, accept these things? Ignore? Kill myself? or better yet, let go of the hurt and move on.

I dont know. Im really upset and want to getaway to a place where NO ONE ELSE IS THERE - BUT ME!

My april was load of fun. Been @ bigfish all day, and it was fun. 
today is Labor day- a holiday but then we're here spending a day, loaded with fun and baon too.. 
while my parents are enjoying their day @ bulacan  for a company outing.. saya noh? hindi naman ako inggit kasi i also have plans for the weekends though hinid kasing extravagant nun.. 

Il'll be meeting my co-workers (clg) this saturday, a despidida for Milk.. Aww.. Well, i miss them,matagal na din ang pinag-samahan namin noh.. 
and an "OFF" with duglit on sunday.. awww

wish me so much luck.. for energy.. haha

THE BIG FISH INTERNET HUB OPENING

April 19, thursday! 10am-4am

295 E. Rodriguez Ave. corner Sta. Ignacia St. Brgy Kalusugan, QC (beside St. Joseph College)

cafe, internet, fax, xerox, wi-fi zone, printing, games and load station..

See you there.. yey!!! =)

exciting giveaways awaits all who will join us on our opening day!

See you there!

QUESTION: What do you feel if youre with someone? That someone might be a family, friend, sister, brother, classmate, new friend, stalker or whoever.. Compare it to being alone.. How sad isnt it? 
Wanna see how happy I am when I'm with someone.. Here are some.. 


i just love being with someone.. 
I hate to be alone.. cause everytime that happens, it breaks my heart.. 

Yesterday, friday.. play badminton and spend almost half day at Tong's residence at Valenzuela, its our first time there, and not to mention, neybor lang pala kami kasi uber lapit nila samin.. Here is one of the pics, videoke, uno stacko, foods, foods and foods not to mention duglit's jambalaya.. YUMYUM! Sabi nga ng momy ni Jackie, "Swerte mo!" I said to myself, "I truly am swerte.. Indeed! Not just that he knows how to cook but there's more of him that you wont find with other guys.. " and laughs and kulitans, magic and jokes.. SAYA!!! .. got home by 3am.. 


(sitting starting from left) Sugar, Ahme, Eloi, Robyne, Gerard "duglit", Louise "baby cutie"
(standing starting from left) Toni "bes", Jackie, Me


Then comes Saturday, after hitting SM North Edsa, off we go to SM MOA.. Gosh! From North end of edsa (almost) up to the southern end of edsa.. (i think so..) just to have a taste of... (drum roll please..) 




I had my DOUBLE CHOCOLATE WITH MARSHMALLOWS AND BROWNIES.. Puro chocolate based ba? =P Heheh.. And i enjoy eating habang naka-indian seat.. Hehe.. Fantastic!




Love it! Haha.. 



Love the way they prepare your ice cream. Cold Rock are the specialist in ice cream combinations. At Cold Rock you get to pick what flavours and mix in YOU want. Whatever your taste buds desire, Cold Rock can mix it up for you. With an enormous range of full cream, low fat and sorbet flavour to chose from, that you can mix with fruits, nuts, brownies, cookie dough, sweets, chocolate and many more gives you over 3000 icecream combinations! Cold Rock also has ice cream cakes, cones and drinks. Cold Rock  can also be found at The Fort Strip Building.. 

C'mon, have your ice cream YOUR WAY!! Visit them at www.coldrock.com.au

This week is tough, i may say..
Here i am last Monday (March 19, 2007)..
Tuesday (March 20, 2007) here I am na..  

Change really comes your way, and at least you expected it.. On physical - you could/would/might change the way you look, play badminton almost everyday to lose some weight, dance straight for 2hours to lose more weight, spend a night with your special someone and receiving an "odd"? or let me say like confusing message asking you who would you prefer to love? someone who completes you or someone that loves you completely.. there's such many things other than love that you should.. or let me say "I" should think about.. Like how to convine your supposed b"best" boy friend that you're not wrong anyway.. *sigh* 

Anyway, on the brighter side.. act normal! In anyway, it would change the inner you..

I LOVE FREE WI-FI, bakit nga ba kasi may nagpapabayad pa na ibang coffee shop e.. hmfh! Maarte sila, parang they would hold the signal if you tried to connect.. Gosh! I just love it! hahaha..

Hello everyone! Im back from nowhere - where nowhere is defined as negative vibes in life, do i still have to mention it all? Na-ah, i dont think so,and besides I dont care about them anymore.. Goodthing though I'm nowhere, there are still people who are there to comfort me, smile at me, love me and makes me feel special.. (Pls dont think you're one, assuming ka!) Anyway, its been like 4 or 5 months since my last post here, i missed my lj.. that's why I'm coming out,again,here.. I thought of sooo many things to write and to share, i dont know where to start.. Maybe before I really get back to reality, i need to let go of the negative vibes in me.. 

I promise from now on, iL post kapag free ako.. 

Wish us goodluck 2mrw, we'll look for a job..Yey!

be part of a worldly cause.. Me and Pink were! =) Sign up!

http://www.mtvasia.com/Funstuff/PhilSummit/photoa.php?db=&code=&tdate=&page=2

I hope I'm making the right decision *for the nth time now..*

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Presenting.. The Starbucks Drink Parade..

I dont know if I'm right.. [name of the drinks as they appear in the picture] Iced Caffe Latte for diko, Green Tea Frap for me and duglit, Chocolate Chip Creme Frap for Bunso, Hot chocolate for Kuya ryan, Peppermint Mocha Creme Frap for Ate She [me love that too] and a drink for Kirsie.. Hehehe..

In our [Ate She and Me] goal to have a Starbucks Planner '07 One starry night, she [Ate she] texted me about it, i thought she knew about it na.. to found out na isa palang pala sticker niya, e i have 7 stickers na, so I decided na magpalit na lang kami, so we'll fill up the stickers muna para makakuha na siya ng planner niya.. But then kami ang victim niya, she got gift certificate from Starbucks and ayun pinurga na niya kaming lahat ng mga fraps at signature hot chocolate for kuya ryan, malakas kasi tama sa kanya ng kape e..

Im planning to have at least 5 then sell it.. Hahahaha.. =)

 


He who angers you conquers you.
Elizabeth Kenny


Anger is one letter short of danger.
Anonymous



SOmetimes.. its just so really hard to smile.. Argh!

I got up at 6, sleep again.. 
I got up at 7, trying to sleep again.. 
but because of my kvbgareigfbawifbgei dream.. and i dont know why that goes that way.. Argh! 

so i went out to catch mami.. 
and gave me this.. 



Thanks Ma! You're so sweet.. 
Oh, it Friday the 13th?
Lets see! 
Hahaha.. =) 

Namamasyal ako.. Napadpad ako muna ke joey tapos dito.. At parang gusto kong bumili nung Kwentong Tambay.. Hehehe.. Kakaloka lng nung nabasa ko to! 

WHAT DO YOU MEAN "FLASH GORDON APPROACHING"?

Ive been in school yesterday for my clearance signing and of course some of my class and stress of looking around for people who should sign the clearance, good thing erhwin's around =) .. Argh! Iba talaga pakiramdam ng estujante, ang gaan ng pakiramdam mo kapag end na of the semester at wala kang bagsak, right? kaya lang darating ka pa din sa point na mabobored ka sa school.. doing the same old "studying" like that.. Buti na lang hindi masyadong complicated mga subjects ko, though puro major well, at least puro exercises/production ang pinagagawa.. ung ibang subjects ko naman is essay lahat plus thesis, i could say na kailangan tlaga ng utak pero at least hindi kelangan magmemorize, dba? others will say mas madali ung magmememorize ka lang ng mgag formula, i-substitute mo then you could solve a given problem.. e math yun e.. yoko nun =P 

And next week? its sembreak! Gosh.. What's my plan? Uhmmm.. i dont know yet of my personal plans but for mom's plan, i need to study driving na.. hehehe.. she badly need a driver.. hindi na daw kasi siya bumabata.. mahirap na daw mag-cab everyday.. 

Hay, until saturday na lang classes namin.. Nakakatuwa kasi madaming nangyari ng halos 3 months, late enrollee kasi ako e.. =P july na ako nagstart pumasok.. heheheh.. my bad.. The photo was taken yesterday, with other Communication Arts students.. Louie [argh!] Nemar [pretty] Mama Janna and Mama Joy [mother earthlinks sila] Me and Mica [deans lister] =P hahahah joke, si Mica lang pla.. =) 

Im gonna miss them all.. 2nd sem starts November 6, so dats almost 3 weeks of rest and time with Duglit =P Hahah.. Saya! kakaexcite! 

Got the defense VERY GOOD!!! HAhahahaa.. =) See me! Im so happy.. Too bad sa sobrang kaba namin, wala kaming picture together ng thesismate ko.. Kaya hiwa-hiwalay na lang.. Hehehe.. Congratulate us! Now na! And BROWN overruled the event.. =) Thanks to the color BROWN!!!



Got duglit and dugyut VERY GOOD!!! =) A better a view of dugyut and duglit.. Hey, im ok now.. so dont bother na guluhin pa ako ha.. =P 



*bow*

Ive got to share something.. Ive been busy.. [may bago pa ba?!] 
Un naman lagi kong nisasabi e.. Pero last night was the bestest night-morning I had! 

Sabi nga ng kantang Bawat Bata [version of The Dawn] 

"Ang bawa’t bata sa ating mundo
Ay may pangalan, may karapatan
Tumatanda ngunit bata pa rin
Ang bawa’t tao sa ating mundo"

at 

"Sa ‘yo ang mundo pag bata ka"

SAYA MAGING BATA!

There are things na hindi mo akalaing ganun pla?! 
Today, well actually starting last night.. There are some things that could really reveal itself.. 
And to my shockness... 

iL give you some.. 

STORY 1: 
Kuya Laki + Kuya Orange = My number.. 
Kuya Laki + Me + Suzette + Pie = Greenhills
REVELATION: Kuya Laki is brother ni Anthony na katext ni Ate.. *Argh!*

STORY 2: 
Him + Me = before
REVELATION: Ate saw him with someone.. *Yikie!*

STORY 3: 
Him + Me = blooming something
REVELATION: He's a hands-on dada to a very beautiful princess uber sweet pa *yeh, that's magic!*

STORY 4:
Him + Me = pa-bloom na sana, naudlot nga lang
REVELATION: HE told me na binasted ko daw siya? *Hello?! Nanligaw ka ba?*

STORY 5: 
Him + Me = Never met, hindi pa nagkikita.. We saw each other sa picture pa lang
REVELATION: Mahal na daw niya ako... *Scary!*

Should I ask why Pilipinas is so small that I really wanna go somewhere, a place where "bad thoughts" could simply disappear.. Or the real problem is in ME.. Within ME?

Help me understand things like these.. 
This makes me sick.. so sick of the word LOVE! [naman!]

Again.. Im personally knocking at your heart.. 
Please support my friend, my classmate and thesismate..

LALAINE "DI AKO BAKLA" ENRIQUEZ!!!

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